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I got drunk last week and texted my mom because I'm a fucking idiot. She automatically took it as a subtle confession of an eating disorder but I assured her that it had nothing to do with that.

I've already b/p today around noon but it's almost twelve hours later and I'm starving. I've had about 8 shots of vodka and still feel completely sober. The reason that I know I'm sill completely sober is because I'm fucking starving. The more drunk I get the less of an appetite I have. That's why I drink. If I know I'm going to be drinking later, I want to be sure of an empty stomach. Once I'm drinking I don't want to eat because I don't want to kill the buzz.

Here I am. 1/4 a bottle of vodka later. Fucking starving. God damnit.