Party times

MW: 130.4
GW: 128 by Sat July 20

Well, I have been pretty good this week. I managed to lose the weight that I was whining about last blog. My period had a lot to do with it too. I LOVE my new job. I love being a vet. I'm having a hard time dealing with my patients not getting better though. It's not that I'm making mistakes... the other vets tell me that "dogs don't read textbooks" so not everything gets better. The only thing about working in a clinic is that people bring food all the fucking time. Every goddamned day someone has brought lemon pie, doughnuts, hot bagels with various cream cheese. I managed to avoid everything. Except a few jolly ranchers... which is "safe" for me. It takes a while to eat and they don't have a crapload of calories.

I purged a few times this week. My bf doesn't come home for good until next week so my bathroom isn't really shared with anyone yet. All three times were after fatty meals and luckily my bf's mom had to do something and leave the house. Since she's a nurse I know she's on high alert when I shower after a meal. Today was a family birthday party which I had a great time. We played cards. I did good with my lunch until the cake came out. I had two pieces of german chocolate cake and a scoop of ice cream. I thought I could still be ok if I stopped eating there.

Of course that wasn't where I stopped.

I gave in to another slice of cake, and lots of snacking on nuts and chocolates. By that point I had already decided that I had to get rid of it. That little something "clicked". My bf's mom had to return a redbox movie so I headed to the shower the second she locked the door.

I truly wish I could have just said no instead of begging for forgiveness from the porcelain god afterwards. There is always enough going on during a party to drink loads of diet coke instead of eat. Next weekend is another party. Whoop de freaking doo. I'm going to try to do better next weekend.

Those few slipups have ruined my whole week.

My goal this week is to update daily. It's hard to slip up when I'm held accountable by you lovely bloggers <3