MW: 133.2
My skin hurts today. I have re-feeding edema from binging on chocolate yesterday. My bf's mom bought a box of Halloween candy at Costco and I lost my shit. Its been a terrible week. No self control. That's why I've been hiding. I woke up this morning with a new determination.
I refuse to gain it all back.
I refuse to settle for disappointment.
I refuse to give in anymore.
I refuse to make anymore excuses.
No one can make me eat anything I don't want to. No one has to live with this body but me. No one can reach my goals but me.
Someone brought in ChickFilA breakfast sandwiches. I'm guessing 420 calories for three mini biscuits (one serving) and sauce? No fucking thank you. Just coffee until lunch time.
I have my whole day planned out. Be back later.
chocolates
ReplyDeletealways there to ruin you
omg Halloween candy?! but its like September
omg someone keeps on complaining about Christmassy things being up already omg
u Americans are strange
then again everyone's strange
beauty of it? I suppose
you're so fucking determined it's os sexy
omg Chick-Fil-A though
enjoy your coffee my love x
-Sam Lupin
PS. I love you (I actually read the book! ;D) <3