Thursday, October 10, 2013

Another salad

MW: 129.2
Not too bad considering I started my period yesterday. Right on time, which is weird for me. I blame it on an occupation that's 95% women. I'm syncing up with someone.

I I haven't been counting my calories religiously but I have been exercising. Its less anxiety-inducing when I just watch what I eat and not count every calorie. I can set a calorie goal for myself but if I go over it by 5 or 6 calories, i feel like I've blown it and go nuts with chocolate. It's insane really. I'm just being careful and indulging in a little sweets every now and then rather than completely restrict and lose my mind.

I was hoping to be 127 by Saturday but it doesn't look like that's going to happen. (Story of my life.)

My goal for the week is to be mindful of what I eat and ESPECIALLY keep the snacking under control. I'm making dinner tonight which means I'm in control of what goes in it. Probably going to make meatloaf for the family. Extra salad and veggies for me. When I lived alone, no one judged me for eating salad every night. I'm so sick of "that's all you're going to eat"? Well yes, because you people don't eat fish and I'm not eating cow. Are you guys having spaghetti and meatballs again? Very original. How about something a little different, international, or HEALTHY? It's a losing battle. I'm not eating chicken smothered in butter. My bf's mom just doesn't get it. I'm not eating fried shit. So it's another salad for me.

B: coffee x 2 (140)
L: salad with turkey and boiled egg (250)
S: greek yogurt (120)
D: salad and veggies? (250)

1 comment:

  1. we are EXACTLY 10lbs apart today. though i am shorter (5'2") and fatter (139.2).
    i always start my period on time or a day later. and omg. syncing up. sounds like you're a phone.
    " I can set a calorie goal for myself but if I go over it by 5 or 6 calories, i feel like I've blown it and go nuts with chocolate." ...there. that's my life. in one sentence.
    not eating fried shit. ah.
    i cannot not eat fried shit. in fact, i will not eat all day just to eat that fried shit. xD
    omg coffee.
    okay the turkey salad with boiled egg? sounds pr etty good. can i please have that spokfspo3

    -Sam Lupin
    PS. good luck and i love you ~ <3

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