MW: 125.2!!!!
GW: 125
All I had to eat yesterday was some dry cereal, a handful of goldfish crackers, and small salad. I didn't have dinner. W my shift ended and I got home around 10:15 pm, I was really really wanting a drink. There's a lot thats been going on with my bf and his mom.
Long story short:
We live with his parents.
His mother is crazy racist.
His sister lives in another state and married a black guy this summer.
We went out to eat with his sister and husband on Thursday when they were in town.
His mom went apeshit when she found out and has been in a hotel ever since.
So I came home late last night and couldn't decide either to eat everything in the house or to have a drink. With all the distractions it would have been easy to just take a few swigs of whiskey. I knew there was leftover veggie pizza in the fridge too. I wanted it so bad!! We watched The Walking Dead and waited for his mom to come home. She never did. I fell asleep without eating or drinking anything. I was in a bad mood last night but this morning was amazing! I woke up having almost reached my goal weight and no hangover since I didn't drink anything. HUGE huge victory. I know that even when the urge to drink is strong I can fight it. Its all I could think about last night.
I'm off to spend time with my grandmother today. We are going out to eat but I'm not sure where. I'm just happy to get out of this house again.
I'll be back later to comment lovelies xxx
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