Going down

MW: 133

Finally! I was down to 130 even but I won't count it because it was after fasting a day and three glasses of wine. I'm always dehydrated after drinking. Also I haven't been exercising. So I'll take 133.

I haven't been eating breakfast or lunch. Only a small dinner which I've cooked myself because that's when my boyfriend comes home. I haven't even been hungry. Tonight will be carrot and coriander soup. As always I will make some sort of meat like pork chops for my boyfriend. I went for a 5 mile run today too.

I'm going to visit my parents in a few weeks. My mum has had an eating disorder for 2 years longer than me so she knows all of the tricks and excuses. I'm 15 lbs skinnier than when she saw me last time but she always says that I've lost weight. I don't know how to act just yet. I know that I'll be running everyday because I don't want to give up on training for a half-marathon. I should have more energy to run if I'm eating more there.

I'm so looking forward to visiting my parents but I'm anxious with the eating situation. I just don't want to gain. Two weeks is a long time to visit.