Loss of 10 lbs so far!
I got up early to go for a run before the sun came up. It felt amazing when I was finished and I even weighed 136 after the run! I didn't sweat much because it was so cold outside. I showered and got ready to go to a coffee shop. The outfit I put on made me look fat but I didn't want to waste time changing so I just tossed on a scarf and some winter boots and headed out the door.
When I got to the coffee shop, I ordered my coffee and stood next to another girl to wait for it. The other girl leaned over and said, "I love your outfit. You're adorable." I was completely taken aback by this for many reasons. Firstly, I thought my outfit looked terrible so it was nice that another girl noticed. Secondly, she seemed rather flirtatious. We ended up talking for a while because the coffee took so long. She left once we got our coffee, but it left me thinking. There's something about flirting with a mysterious stranger. Especially in a place like a coffee shop where you more than likely aren't going to see them again. I told my (longtime) boyfriend that I'm bi about a year ago. I love him and I do want to be with him. We are both honest about our 'fantasies'. I love flirting with girls. Well, I love flirting with everyone but especially girls.
I'm obsessed with getting a gap in between my thighs. I want to see hipbones. Here's the fucked up part. The two girls that I've had a serious crush on recently have both been pear-shaped. I find it sexy when girls have a womanly shape. Just not me. WTF?
In= 738 including dinner
Out= 5 mile run, one mile powerwalk (-570)
Those legs and hipbones are absolutely perfect. I desperately want that gap when I wear jeans!!
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