Tonight at dinner, we had pizza. I only ate a crust of one piece and a salad. My mother in law kept insisting that I get another piece and kept shoving the breadsticks my way. She was visably growing angry that I wouldn't take more food. I actually did want another piece but the more she tried get me to eat the easier it was to deny it. If I ate another slice, she wins. So I beat her at her own game. It pisses me off the way she spills her controlling nature onto my every meal. Instead of getting angry, tell her no then wait for her to lose it. I'm in control.
Yesterday's intake: 913
Today's intake: 981
oh my God, i miss being 137.8. now i'm around 140-something, but my measurements haven't changed much (my clothes still fit and my pants today that used to fit at 132 perfectly are a bit loose). what the fuck is up with my body losing inches and gaining weight?
ReplyDeletethat's brilliant. 133lbs. i want that man (teheh).
"only ate a crust of one piece" - what? how? i can't even cope without eating the whole pizza. i literally eat medium sized ones nowadays. all by myself. it's kind of sad.
damn.
"If I ate another slice, she wins. So I beat her at her own game" i get this. i actually understand what you mean.
i love you, little one. take care of yourself.
abstain from the alcohol. it'll just hurt you from the long run. i'm very proud of you from abstaining from it thus far!
i love you. <3
-Sam Lupin