Cha Cha Cha Changes

MW: 129
GW: 127

Yesterday
Intake: 800
Exercise: -850

The sucky thing about the blogger app is that I don't know how to read/comment on my subscriptions on my phone.

Today is going to be good. I've already gotten some chores done and gone to the gym. I have to pack all day which also burns loads of calories!

Ok now that I'm packing it seems real. I had a moment of panic on the treadmill yesterday. I wasn't expecting to see my family so soon so I'm worried about them saying things about weight loss. My bf's mom in particular. I'll be living with them for about 6 weeks before my bf moves for good. I'm really lucky and appreciative that they are letting me stay with them while I settle into my new job, but I'm also absolutely dreading it. The food situation is going to be a struggle every day. Every mealtime. She's a typical southern mom always trying to feed you. Her husband is naturally skinny and so is my bf and his siblings. No one has to worry about gaining weight except for me. I still have 14 lbs to lose.

The system I've implemented this week is eating nothing until dinnertime. Coffee for breakfast, tea or coke zero for lunch, and a reasonable dinner (under 500 cals). The only reason I eat dinner is because I have to. I won't be able to get out of eating dinners when I move in with the bf's mom either. She's super suspicious. That's her job as a nurse, though.

Sundays are going to be tough. Everyone is off of work and a big pancake breakfast is always fixed before church. Fuck. I'm getting ahead of myself. I just need to take it one day at a time while keeping my eyes on my weekly goals.

Oh and a major congrats to my twin, Elizabeth! You're doing an amazing job!!! A true inspiration. You encourage me to do better. You're a rockstar!

Today's intake: 675 planned
Exercise: -700