MW:128
GW: 127
Currently in-route home! Usually I would buy a snack at every rest stop or petrol station. Not today. I'll be sitting on my ass for a 14-hour drive. My body doesn't need a chocolate bar and a bag of doritos every few hours. That's just eating out of boredom. I eat to live not live to eat.
Finally lost that pound! Although my bf is driving with me and just called his mom. She's planning steak, loaded baked potatoes, salad, brownies, and ice cream for dessert. My first thought was "dear god... so it begins". I'll have a grilled chicken breast, salad, and the skin from the potato. Probably get away with that. I honestly don't want the dessert. I've done so well this week and I feel like its all going to come unraveled with the brownies and ice cream. Then she was talking about tomorrows menu which includes eating out for lunch AND dinner! This is my nightmare. Especially since I don't know when or if I'll be able to exercise. I'm freaking out right now. :-(
Like an idiot I managed to forget my scale! My bfs parents have one I'm sure, but I'm not going to go wandering in their room every morning to weigh myself. I may just have to do it on the dog scales at work! I can't believe I don't have a scale. That is truly frightening to me.
fuck you you're tall and thinner than me this is bad
ReplyDeleteomg my body does need a chocolate bar every few hours
loaded baked potatoes scare me but omg i'd have those brownies and ice cream forever.
=( awwwwwwwwwwww don't freak out. remember. weight you gain is only as temporary as you make it.
fffffffffffffffffffffffuck. omg. no. the scale thing is my absolute nightmare!!!
hold on, babe. you'll get through this alright? <3
-Sam Lupin