I've worked 55 hours already this week and I still have to work tomorrow and Sunday. I'm on call today but I really hope they don't need me.
I thought I would take it easy and just eat like a "normal" person on the days that I work. After all, I'm walking around for 14 hours at a time so I should be burning enough calories to lose or at least maintain. Right? Nope. Can't do that. I gained two bloody pounds in just a few days. I'm now 5 lbs away from my goal instead of reaching it tomorrow.
I just can't give up. It's easy to say that now that I'm blogging but when someone brings in a tray of homemade cookies I'm astonished at how easily I can justify eating one. Then another. There's a quote that says "Don't give up what you want most for what you want in the moment" which I have made an absolute mockery out of. The scale laughs at me every morning as punishment. There's really no excuse now that I have the blogger app on my phone.
On the upside, I haven't b/p in a week! I haven't had the time, but hey... progress is progress.
Are you at all shocked like I am that our blogging patterns are even mirrored? hahaha. I heart you, twin.
ReplyDeleteIt is difficult. And it doesn't seem to be getting easier for either of us. The temptations are fucking ridiculous!
And to top it all of, food is a form of love. When someone wants you to eat and wants to feed you, it is because they care.
We want the love, without the fat! Just give me some calorie free love, DAMN IT!
anyway, just hang in there. You never have to be alone. I am here for you forever.
Stay Strong.